the last pages in her diary

FRIDAY

i hate everyone now. they don't love me. even Tom hates me. he doesn't wants to speak to me. mom and dad don't speak to me either. i always hear their voices, murmuring. i hate them and their whispers, it all stocked in my head. ..like a record. i don't like it here anymore. i want to to go. i am tired of hating them. i am tired. i want to go away.

THURSDAY

once i walked at the corridor. everybody looks at me terribly. they're whispering. i don't know what. then i saw. pictures of  me end tom. in my locker. and a note that said 'had sent to mom and dad'. i was afraid. what could mom and dad do to me? what will they think? i know the'll understand.
at the sitting table. dad yelled. 'is this true? who is this guy?' mom tried to stop him. he pushed her away. he bat me once, he beat me twice. i tried to open my mouth to explain but he beat me again. i followed all the rules. tom is just my friend. my only friend. you know that.

TUESDAY

they pleased me with those beautiful words. i gave them money when they borrow. then they say i've cheated all exams. blame my parents for being generous. they ask me to start to over. be friends with them and forget all things. then they pushed me. so i fell down on my knees. i got bruised. then they said, call mom and dad to get me a doctor. i hate them. all of them.

MONDAY

everybody is a liar. everybody pretends. i know i heard them say things behind my back. everytime i turned around, they gave me their fake smiles. i hate it outside. that's why i stayed inside.