depression killed her

she arrived from the clinic and start talking to her parents and other siblings what happened there. she talked like a little girl with full of excitement. she talked and talked but nobody is listening. she stopped and went to her bedroom. she lied and tears start coming out from her eyes.
she cried and cried but nobody listened, nobody heard. she stayed on her bed until darkness came.
her favorite show is now playing on tv. she didn't bother to get-up. she just lied, listening. then, she closed her eyes and tears came out from it again.
everybody had dinner except her. her sister asked if she wanted to eat but she didn't respond so her sister thought, she must be mad.
morning came. everybody was busy roaming but she stayed still.
lunch hour. her mother yelled at her to come out. she passed in her bedroom twice. she kept remain still. her mother got mad for action. she said, "if you don't wanna eat, then starve."
night came so fast. she still did not moved out from her bed. her mother got furious. she lifted her blanket and yelled, "she's gone. my daughter's gone". she called out her name but there was no answer. everybody came running. everybody came closer. they called out her name, again, there was no answer. they call paramedics and ambulance. the team said, "she died last night".
"she can't be dead. you're lying. she just want's to sleep a little longer. she came home from the clinic very jolly. like a kid. she can't be dead." Mother said.
"i slept with a dead body." Sister said.
"you sad? 'no.' you happy? 'yes. i'm with my family.'" Doctor said.

"her depression killed her. she must be lying whe she said she's not sad." The Team.

the place was left untouched. the place was sold intact.
many years had past, different families had come and gone.
at her room she found, an old book like a journal.
she kept it. find better time to read what's in it.

then she found out. a sweet girl had once lived in her room.
then she found out. a perfect daughter had once lived in her room.
the she found out. the girl had fell in love with her guy best friend but hid it.
the next thing was, she found a photo of the girl and her best friend.
then she noticed, the guy was kinda familiar.
then dad called her.

she told dad about what she saw. she gave dad what she found out.
dad gasped. was shocked. he grabbed the picture then began to read.

then he found out. the girl was beaten by her dad that's why she didn't went to their meet-up place.
then he found out how depressed she was and was left alone.
then he sighed. then he said.
'it was a murder! we killed her. she was the IT Girl in town. i killed her'

the she figured out. the girl's guy best friend and her dad is one.

her murder-not a suicide

she doesn't wants to come out. she even wrote 'I Quit' on her wall.
she locked her door. she stayed there for hours.
her mom was upset and her dad stayed mad.
they didn't have her at dinner not even in lunch.
her mom got angry and went to her bedroom.
she screamed. he ran after her voice. they cried.
her daughter. her perfect daughter...
whom everybody loves hang herself on the ceiling.
police report says, it was a suicide.
nothing has lost on the crime scene.
it was the rope. causing her to choke.
but no... it's a murder.
her depression triggered her to finish her life.
it killed her. the society murdered her.

the last pages in her diary

FRIDAY

i hate everyone now. they don't love me. even Tom hates me. he doesn't wants to speak to me. mom and dad don't speak to me either. i always hear their voices, murmuring. i hate them and their whispers, it all stocked in my head. ..like a record. i don't like it here anymore. i want to to go. i am tired of hating them. i am tired. i want to go away.

THURSDAY

once i walked at the corridor. everybody looks at me terribly. they're whispering. i don't know what. then i saw. pictures of  me end tom. in my locker. and a note that said 'had sent to mom and dad'. i was afraid. what could mom and dad do to me? what will they think? i know the'll understand.
at the sitting table. dad yelled. 'is this true? who is this guy?' mom tried to stop him. he pushed her away. he bat me once, he beat me twice. i tried to open my mouth to explain but he beat me again. i followed all the rules. tom is just my friend. my only friend. you know that.

TUESDAY

they pleased me with those beautiful words. i gave them money when they borrow. then they say i've cheated all exams. blame my parents for being generous. they ask me to start to over. be friends with them and forget all things. then they pushed me. so i fell down on my knees. i got bruised. then they said, call mom and dad to get me a doctor. i hate them. all of them.

MONDAY

everybody is a liar. everybody pretends. i know i heard them say things behind my back. everytime i turned around, they gave me their fake smiles. i hate it outside. that's why i stayed inside.

she is the perfect daughter

her marks and ranks were outstanding.
her parents and teachers were proud.
she obeys every rules in their house.
she never even break any at all.
she asks permission before doing things.
but none of them was to have a boyfriend.
she's sweet, loving and caring;
and everything you'll ever ask or demand.
that's why, she is their Perfect Daughter.